For My Idol, Dad..

*for a while fellas, before i go on with my next topic..
I made this piece maybe for an hour before the
Father's Day
end*

"This piece is like a prayer
adoration, contrition, and thanksgiving..
I don't have to supply him anything
because I knew that he'll give what i need later.."

I made this on English to let you know
how well-educated was your son for now
a Graduatee of a private school in section 1
by treasuring every minute my dad have done

my goal is to be just a complete man
to have a complete mind, plus my heart are my plans
so I'll never do nothing in the midst of sunset
..don't worry, you won't be a grandfather yet ^^

I'm still a teen, don't need to rush
for making a girl impressed and blushed..
first of, I'll b saving many cash
see me dad, sooner, I'll be the wisest Josh ~~,

Your concern for me was my armor
That's why I'm never been stabbed
I love to live all on my culture
don't worry.. there's no bad being hiphop ^^,

Before i forgot, a happy Father's day..
for a wise and bright painter
-from one of your biggest artpiece
to a man with mind, heart and hand.. you, the best creator

~~, Josh

P.S.:

Greeting our Parents don't have any payment,
and it's free ait? So do it usually, because you don't know
how wonderful the gifts from us for them.


Chill out!!

Freshman

Obviously, this is about my story bein' a Freshman. The school wasn't near my previous school, yet it is so far from my house too. My parents have already planned to let me study there, a private school, even though i don't want there at first. I thought it's time for me to be with my neighbors' school, but it wasn't. I knew nobody at that school community except for my cousin, Joy. And so, i attended the :

First step of HS: First Day of Classes

Whew! I am not wearing my uniform plus my mom accompanied me to my school because it's my first time to go there. Seems that I'm kinda late, because the lane of the Freshmen had all left. But then my cousin, Joy's sister, May, told me that my section is Tarshiershoes *First spelling came into my mind*. Then, that section's adviser came down,Mr. Impelido asked my section, so i said
Tarshiershoes, then lead me to our classroom. There, on the top of the door, I saw the right spelling of our section w/c is St. Tarcisius!! Oh i forgot, I'm kinda weird man because that day, I was wearing a sling-medical *the term according to google*. I have an arm injury those times because I have slipped in the midst of the rain with algae on the floor which is slippery ^^.
So then, being aware of my environment, i have known that my current seatmates we're Miguel and Crisanto *my seatmates for groupings only^^*. Then the first activity..

Get to know each other : Names

On this activity, the first one will tell his/her name, the second one will tell the first one's name, then tell his/her name, the third one will tell first one and second one's name, then his/her name and so on. Unfortunately, I'm the last person according to the sequence of the seatings. WTF! I gotta listen to them all, because i will tell all the human being's names on our section afterwards! *I hate memorizations if you know..*. Wisely, I've written their names within the sequence. Then amazingly, I've made it ~~, , recited all the 40+ different faces' names plus known my crush' name on that first day, Erika ^^.

Those days, I am so quiet even though I already have some friends to talk to ~~,. And because it's my first time coming to a private school, the following are my mission-impossibles:

1. Play computer games on weekends only
-I play Ragnarok Online those times, an addict player!
2. Make a reviewer notebook
-Something that will contain only keywords
3. Participate actively in class discussions
-Which I used to do
4. Have more friends
-Yea, I'm a friendly one
5. Get exploding on math hours
- My favorite subject, show time?! ~~,

Unfortunately, I failed the First promise.
Because I was excited being Hunter and Assassin on that pRO!.
Second promise ; failed too. I don't have much time because of failing promise #1.
Third promise ; success!
Fourth promise ; success, almost all of my classmates are my close friend ^^.
Fifth promise ; success. But unfortunately, I think only 91 was my highest mark on my card.

These Freshmen days was my happiest batch I think. Because of the combinations of my classmates. We we're called *Manila Zoo* because of many calling names such as animals *Lec-hon, Butiki, Red-nosed raindeer, Aso, Bangus, etc. And I think the balance of our bonding was 8o% fun and 20% study.

I became the top 7, 7, 8, 6 of the class *from first-fourth quarter with its order*.
We don't have closing party and Feast day's party *don't know why, maybe because of our adviser's performance ^^*. So for the closing party, I plus my fellas went to Star City!
To mention their names, as i remember they are the following :

Joshua *Me^^*
Arvie Magno
Mark Garcia
Bren Cruz
Joshua Perez
Kevin Wan
Drexler Marasigan
Glenn Saturnino
Jimboy Bayani
Jc Barawidan
King Abraham Rocha
Crisanto Sigue
Kenneth Coronel

All boys ait? ^^ Yes we had fun there and actually we have some records.
*King Abraham kicked the props on horror house where someone was holding it.
*Glenn and Kenneth went up to the restricted area on Jurassic Ice Park and they wore Sando "Took off their clothes" which is restricted too.

I can't forget it, because that was my first time going out with my new friends. And our dancer classmate, Kevin Wan, was B-boy'ing *breakdancing* on the Hallway ^^.

Well done, those are my happy memories being a Freshman. I enjoyed it, but unfortunately/fortunately, I accelerated onto the higher section the next school year, Section A *Pilot Section*.

P.S.

I started being a Pangster *refer to the Pangya Players ^^* these times. I think it is on the midst of October when I've met my long-distanced friends. Whose :

Seychelle Airiz Gonzales
- I think this is not her real name^^

Stephanie Pearl Lim
- See the previous article? It's her

Till' my next post : Sophomore
Keep hoppin' ^^ Chout!!

~~, J

The Vertex of my Lifespan..

.Sorry for the piracy of the picture.

Change topic for a while, lemme tell ya the hottest update on me. A negative news, or whatever.. If you we're my friend, then surely you know what it is (90% of my friends know her).. These days, sooo depressed... So lazy -comfortable by just taking a nap the whole day, not interested to go out and chill with my friends, even in the computer shop, I never went since May 27, 2008 and It's been about 1 week. Don't know why i have to be like this but my heart, evaded my mind, ordering my body to be depressed. Yes, i don't want to be blue like this, wanna do something that can forget these things even temporarily, but I always fail. Always walking around with my head down, sit up all night thinkin' bout her plus sleepin' soooo late in the morning.

Important Events : Brief Updates

May 26, 2008, the Anniversary of the day we've met -May 26 2007.
When i woke up around 9am, as a habit, first I checked my cellphone and it was weird because it was turned off -I remember, it has about 5/7 bars of battery- so I turned it on. OMG! I have 132 missed calls and several text messages. I think it's just a sort of bug or error on my cellphone. The culprit is only one, whose the number is unknown. Then I've read the new messages tellin' that she's Steph from this unknown number. I didn't believe because the handwriting of the message was a bit different but then she called me again and that was the 133rd time -now i'm able to answer it- that made me believe that she was Steph. Asked her if she remember something, and yes she does -probably it was the reason for her come back to me. Minutes passed, she told me she was sleepy ^^ -her night was sleepless because of calling me the whole sleeping hours so we cut the conversation. Those days, we we're so active communicating each other. We were exchanging "What's up"s, "How are you"s, etc. But then, about night times, her mood suddenly changed.
Told that she remembered something I've done in the past.
The weird thing is, the message that she texted to me was exactly the same message she texted when she was mad to me for the long time. Maybe she remembered it when she saw it on her Sent Messages. Probably, Saw it, got mad, and forwarded to me. I was totally trying to explain everything, that maybe it was just because of my immaturity -that never knew/thought her reaction before I make the move.
The main problem is, I almost two-timed her.
Embarrassing right?!
Who the hell I am to hurt a princess? And now that I'm ready for the serious relationship, I've lost her.
The last thing I can do is wait for her.
Then, her temper steamed... Since then, she was ignoring me. The next day, May 27 2008, It was my classmate's birthday -Kaetlyn's. Alcohol is the main event of her birthday. Logically, a man with a problem facing the Generous -Generoso- in front of him, got tipsy. Yes, they all know my problem, I'm an open person.


As always, I'm still textin' her... Hoping that we can fix this thing.. Trying to apologize...
She didn't reply except the goodbye words like this:
*Find a new girl, never include me please..*
Such a spear pierced on my chest.

Until now, June 1, around 2am i beeped her.. Just a question, that if she doesn't really love me anymore. Yes, i know it's weird. A confident question?! No, but a confirmation question instead. I want to confirm my negative interpretation. Then she answered,
*Yes, I don't love you anymore..*.
And it's... -Whoa- confirmed. I replied
*Oh, thanks . . .*
then no reply at all. It's weird, my eyes are wet like i've just washed my face a while ago. And i can feel the warmth of it.. Don't know what's next..



This is the very first time that 100% of Joshua loved someone. Yea it's true. She, who Stephed the 4/15 years of my life. Other details maybe on the sequence, vacation times before being a third year. Til here, ChouT!

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Article made on June 1, posted on June 2.
~~. Josh

Chill out!